| Felix |
[20 Mar 2009|11:05am] |
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Felix isnt in pain anymore.
1997/07/27 - 2009/03/20
RIP my little babybear ♥
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| blue monday |
[17 Mar 2009|12:20am] |
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Last monday i went to the doctor. things went well, my blood pressure is good, my heart is good and my lungs are good. i was gonna ask him about my chest bone but i forgot -_-
But he's gonna send me to a psychiatrist.
Then today i talked to a social worker(i think its called). gave her some papers showing that i dont have any money and that i need money.
she said i needed some paper from the doctor, but he didnt give me anything. he just said he was gonna forward me to a psychiatrist. which could take weeks or months according to him. before i get to talk to them i mean.
the girl said that didnt seem right, i cant wait that long, so i have to ...or my dad has to call the doctor and ask him about that paper. cus without it i dont get any money.
but when i eventually get the money it will be almost as much as my sis gives us.
...yay! b^_^
These things are good, i'm making progress. so.... now for some not so good things.
or,..thing. whatever.
Felix is not doing well. i think he's dying ;_;
he's stopped eating, i havent seen him eat in ...maybe 3 days now. he drinks a little but then pukes it up.
he sleeps more than he has before. he breathes really ...fast. its just ...i dont know what to do..... i dont want him to suffer.
it seemed like he was doing better, he was up more, his fur seemed thicker... he would sit and look out which he had stopped doing...... he would get all cuddly when i combed him, like old Felix...he used to loooove to get combed.
but now when i comb him its like he doesnt notice. his face is just so blank.
i know people say cats cant show emotion but i think thats bs, he's always been so expressive and..... i dont want him to die but i dont want him to be in pain either ;_;
i've been looking up kidney problems with cats and almost everyone say there's special food they can eat to make them feel better. but our vet didnt mention it, he just said there was nothing they could do.
i've had dreams that i've gone back in time when he wasnt sick, and just hold him and cuddle with him and tell him he wont get sick ...but i dont think you can prevent cats from getting kidney problems...i mean, i dont know what causes it...
i wish someone would invent a time machine already ._.
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| doctors shouldnt get sick |
[03 Mar 2009|09:56pm] |
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I was supposed to go to the doctor tomorrow but they called today and said he was sick.
my appointment was at 2pm but they re-scheduled to next monday 8.30am... -_-
then i have to get up at like 6.....booooooo.
i actually wasnt that nervous about it, didnt think about it too much.
and last night i played Maple Story til 5am -_- i was trying to do a quest, get some medicine for someone. but i kept dying :( then a very nice person helped me improve my shooting skills, cus i'm an archer. so now i can shoot with two arrows at the same time ^_^
which makes it easier to kill obviously... i was using an axe cus it killed faster but since i'm an archer the bow is supposed to be the best weapon for me.
i havent played MS in ...maybe a year? so i've forgotten everything -_-
and i'm so jealous of everyone who have pets >_< but to get one you have to pay...with real money! not just Maple Story money (mesos). and i would never spend money on a online game. so no pet for me.
i wanted to change my hairstyle and color but i think you have to pay for that too p-_-
oh well, i'm gonna eat a brownie now. with Fluff! :L
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| things are happening |
[02 Mar 2009|06:26pm] |
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On wednesday i'm going to the doctor. health check i guess... i just hope i can remember to ask what my blood type is. i've only taken a blood test once and then i thought they'd tell me but apparently you have to ask for it.
But he will determine if i should be declared sick and go to a shrink or if i'm just faking it and should start looking for a job.
Then on the 16th i gotta go talk to some social services...secretary..woman. i gotta bring lots of papers with me that shows them i'm not making any money and stuff.
I met with those two other social services people on january 8th so its taking a long time. i was supposed to talk to that woman about a week ago but i was on the rag and didnt exactly feel like going anywhere -_- so i thought i could just re-schedule to a week later... but they could only book me in 3 weeks later.
Right now i'm not feeling THAT nervous about wednesday but... i'll probably be freaking out tomorrow.
On february 8th 2007 i saw an ad for these shoes. i remember sitting on the subway with my sis and dad, on our way to the hospital, and just staring at them, wishing they were mine XD but we never had time and i didnt think to buy them off the website and... idk, i just didnt buy them.
then i saw they were sold out ._.
mayyybe two weeks ago, i was browsing through an auction site and i had searched for lots of things i usually search for when i thought 'hmmm i wonder if they have any winklepickers here' so i searched and what did i find?
those shoes! you have no idea how happy i was. soooo i won them and today they arrived,
they're used but i dont care, i usually dont like when shoes look brand new anyway.
took me two years but now they are mine ^_^
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| stuff that became mine |
[02 Mar 2009|04:10pm] |
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Yesterday i spent the day with my sister, and that meant, ( SHOPPING 8D )
My sis didnt buy anything for herself. when we were on the subway home to her place, she said there was a pair of pants she liked, i asked her why she didnt buy them but she always puts me first.
she spent so much money on me today, she only bought some food for herself.
she said it felt good to spend money on something other than bills but, i feel crap about it :/
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| fried hair. i has it. |
[02 Mar 2009|12:00am] |
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I havent updated in a month... i suck -_-
I was thinking about my hair and..i'm not gonna go red, i'm gonna (try to) get blonde instead. i've had different reds before but i havent been blonde since i was like...14.
and the store didnt have those red dyes i wanted either so.. p-_-
so i bleached my hair again. image heavy(as always). ( bah-leech )
And some random crap thats really boring. ( MEEEEP )
oh well, over and oooooout.
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| a giant with flaming hair and purple earmuffs |
[31 Jan 2009|10:20pm] |
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Started writing in another blog thingy so i kinda forgot about lj... like anyone cares anyway...
I've been wanting earmuffs for years, but for some reason i always forget to buy them... so i thought i'd make 'em instead 8D
( earphones? headmuffs? )
Then i felt the need to bleach my hair :D
( fire, walk with me )
Last summer, i think it was, i got this catalog that had these shoes in it,
i fell instantly in love but my dad said they were too expensive (they cost 379sek which is about $45). so i kept lusting for them until one day i went to the website and checked my "wishlist", where i had put them, and they werent there anymore.
when something gets removed from the wishlist that means its sold out.
it was poop, but they cant sell them forever.
a week or two ago i was looking in this magazine you get with the newspaper and in the clothes section they had a pic of the shoes. but i thought it was weird since they were sold out, so why advertise them? O_o
but i went to the website just in case they had re-stocked them or something. i searched but couldnt find them :( but then! i thought, what if i search for the product number.
so i went looking for the catalog (took forever cus i get so many catalogs X_x). finally found it, typed it in for "direct order" and the shoes were in the shopping cart.
O_o
how can you order shoes that are sold out?
i kept thinking they were gonna say they were sold out during all the ...checkout steps, but they didnt. i thought i would get an email saying they were sold out. but i didnt.
( and then )
And last but not least, bought these cute earrings,
 
little bird cages ^_^ i wish they were round tho, tried putting them together but it didnt really work.
oh well i still like them.
over & out.
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| random boring shit is random and boring ..shit |
[12 Jan 2009|11:59pm] |
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I made two dreads and painted a t-shirt 8D
( hair )
I saw a video of a woman who turned her arm ..um..., like this, ( bones )
This is what Felix usually does on my dad, ( kittie )
edit: forgot some Fnenux pix >_< ( more kittie )
I was bored and was flipping through the channels and when i came to the movie channels they were showing "The Lost Boys". havent seen that movie in a few years. and so i thought "i sure wish i had a Lost Boys t-shirt".. so i googled but only found one and it was a bit expensive so i went to ebay and saw this tee.
but with shipping it would be like $25 and i cant spend that on a t-shirt... so i remembered i had this tee that i cut the sleeves off and my sis gave me some fabric paint... so i thought i could paint the print on it.
( Sleep all day. Party all night. Never grow old. Never die. It's fun to be a vampire. )
after they had shown LB they showed a movie called "Lost Boys: The Tribe"...yep, a sequel. i didnt even know it existed. it was made last year and went straight to dvd...
and after watching just the beginning of it i understand why -_-
it seemed so low budget and it was basically the same story as in LB1. except it sucked.
it was an all new cast except for Corey Feldman, he was the only good thing about this movie. oh and they showed Corey Haim in the end...as a vampire O_o they didnt say anything about him for the entire movie and then all of a sudden he's there and he's a vampire.
for those who dont know, Corey Haim played Sam in LB1, and he wasnt a vampire. it was his brother Michael who the vampires tried to turn. so it makes no sense.
i checked the LB2 imdb page and in the discussion board i read that apparently you have to read the comics to find out why Sam was a vampire.
when it comes to sequels, you're not supposed to read comics to understand what the hell is going on.
of course they couldnt have the original cast since most of them died in the first once but they could've had Michael, Star, Sam and the Frog brothers. but instead they had these two teenagers and while the vampires in LB1 had motorcycles, these were surfing -_-
and their vampire makeup was so ugly >_<
in LB1 they changed their teeth, eyes and the eyebrow area, like this.
but in LB2 it seemed like they had a bunch of different stages. they would have black eyes and the teeth, then they'd get a weird nose and then their entire face would look all ...ugly. (couldnt find any good pics.)
i'm just gonna pretend that it has nothing to do with LB1 cus it really ruined that... world, or whatever you wanna call it.
Another movie i've seen lately was "Hairspray", the one from 2007. and i liked it, usually when they do remakes the first one is better but i think i like them both the same. except you cant really call the first one a musical since they didnt sing in it.. or, well, i cant remember them singing.
in the 2007 one they sang all the time.. "I LOOOOVE YOOOU BAAAAALTIMOOORE" ♪ ...i wish i could sing...if i sang now i would make peoples ears bleed 8D
I also saw "Ali"..about Muhammad Ali with Will Smith. and...it sucked. it was soooo boring, i was waiting for something exciting to happen but it never did. and the way he talked got really annoying, maybe thats how Ali really talked but...they could've toned it down a little -_-
And omg, i cant believe i have never heard of jeans leggings before O_O i saw it yesterday and ooooh i must have them. i can never wear jeans cus..i'm fat, so this is perfect, they look just like those skinny jeans except they have a stretchy waist.
oh well, toodles.
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| *phew* |
[08 Jan 2009|10:32pm] |
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Soooooooo today i got up at 4pm (hey i was up all night >_>) and they got here not too long after 5pm.... i was so nervous, i couldnt even eat breakfast.
but i was actually less nervous than i thought i would be. thats good i guess.
"they" were a man and a woman from the social services(is that whats its called? anyone know? i'm having trouble finding the right english word for it) and they were really nice, of course they've met people like me a billion times, so they know how to do it.
i almost cried once, when he asked me what the biggest reason was for ...them coming here today. why i wanted help. and i said it was my parents economy.
and ...idk, i had to fight really hard to hold back the tears. didnt wanna cry in front of them -_-
they asked me what i wanted to do...i said "i dont know"... and they told me i can get welfare, but i have to go and look for a job while i'm on it, which i knew, you cant just get money for not doing anything.
or, it wont be looking for a job right away, apparently there are people who will help me figure out what i can do. and thats great cus i have nooooo idea.
so first i have to go someplace and get some sort of contact person...then i go to the other place to learn how to ...umm.....what happens when you go on a job interview and stuff like that.
and then we'll try to see what job i can do and then i have to look for it..... something like that.
i'm not entirely sure but i'll find out when i go, i guess.
but i have a good feeling about this, as long as i get some money, cus my sister shouldn't be paying for me. i read online that you usually get something like 3.000kronor each month, so if i give most of it to my dad and maybe (not at first but after a while) save a little for myself, maybe i can save up enough to get my teeth fixed *_*
altho that costs about 30.000kr...
i want to do this, http://www.tandlakarvillan.se/skalfasad.aspx
i dont know what they're called in english, veneers?...hmmm... anyway, the teeth in the before picture arent that different from mine. and if i could get them to look like in the after pic...wow, i cant even imagine what that would feel like. to smile like a normal person without being ashamed of my teeth.
i would be the happiest person in the universe.
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| omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg |
[08 Jan 2009|04:28am] |
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Since about november i've been trying to save up somealot of courage to tell my dad to call the...err...social..welfare..people... social services? i forget what its called but anyway, yesterday i finally did it.
actually, i've been trying to do this since i graduated school ...but since november i've been trying to think "its not a big deal, i can do this"...it's sort of worked.
so he called today and two people are coming over tomorrow at 5pm.
we're gonna talk about my situation and see if i should go on welfare or something.
and..... I AM SO FRIGGIN NERVOUS I AM GOING TO DIE O_O
...no, i'm not nervous....this is nothing, i can handle this.
.......
............
eeeeeeeeeehhhhhh....i'm trying not to think about it but ...its hard. but its good that they can come here, so i dont have to go to them cus i would get sooooooooo nervous on the way there i would probably collapse.
i feel more ..."safe" here at home and i can sit by the computer or watch tv to get my mind off it.
i'm trying to make a Felix gif but i cant concentrate >_<
its really about time i do something...its been 5½ years now...and i know i should've done it long ago but...i wasnt ready i guess. i didnt even know i had social phobia until my friend told me [here] i thought i was just ...weird ._.
Mette, if you see this, i owe you soooo much, if you hadnt told me about it things would've been even worse. it felt really good to see that it had a name and its actually serious and you can get rid of it(not completely maybe but..still).
so thank you ♥
I told my dad not to tell my sister, cus i wanted to tell her myself after they had been here and we had decided what i was gonna do.
it was like the last thing i told my dad...today he talked to my sis and the first thing he does is tell her -_-
he said he didnt hear me say that...yeah right. anyway, my sister has been nagging on me to talk to them alot lately.
she gives us most of her money cus my dad doesnt have enough. but she says she's not getting any tips at work (she's a waitress) because of the crappy economy.
some days before christmas she calls me and she's crying her eyes out. she was begging me to call them but i didnt know what to say to her... i was planning on doing it but ..idk, it felt like i couldnt say it cus then it wouldnt happen, like i would jinx it or something.
oh well, i hope they can help me somehow... my body is starting to give up too, my back hurts and it hurts right above my butt...cus i'm sitting too much -_-
i should go to bed so i'm not sleeping when they get here...that would suck.
I CAN DO THIS I AM NOT AFRAID.
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| christmaaaaaaaaaaaas |
[25 Dec 2008|06:37pm] |
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Soooooo christmas came and went, and it was alot of fun. my brothers girlfriend also came over, my sisters boyfriend was supposed to come cus he thought his mom was going away somewhere but then she didnt so he stayed home. or something like that.
two days earlier i was wrapping presents, the very few presents we had... but i didnt know how to do it cus i suck at wrapping but i made these little boxes,
 
 
i thought they looked cute ^_^ my sister also liked them and saved them XD
( Some ego pix before siblings came )
Then they came over and we ate, i had sushi as usual as did my bros gf, she's also a vegetarian ^_^ she's so nice, i'm glad my brother found a girl like her.
my sister has unfortunately started eating meat again, she was a vegetarian for 7 years. she said she did it cus she wanted to feel better... well, i think the animals would feel better too if you didnt eat them >_<
i just dont understand how you can stop and then start again... i could NEVER eat meat again. it makes me sick to think i did for so long. i wasnt a big meat eater, i was (and still am) very picky with what i liked but... i still ate it. urgh X_x
anyway, then we went into the livingroom to open presentssss.. i felt so bad that my bro only got one thing from us...he got like 4 things from my sis. one was a game...and his gf also gave him the same game XD d'oh! but he can change it to another one. and he seemed to really like the monkey i made, i was so nervous about it, i never give away things i've made cus i never think they're good enough.
( OMG LOOK AT WHAT I GOT )
this was the best christmas evar *_*
Heres some other random crap, ( randoooommmmmmm )
( kittie )
oh well, everyone seemed happy with their presents and we had fun...i had lots of fun and my sister said the same and my brother sent a text message saying "thanks for the best christmas in a long time" ♥
and when they're happy, i'm happy ^_^
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| weirdo kittie |
[01 Dec 2008|11:00pm] |
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Bros - Too Much |
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Felix is so weird, early october he started sleeping by the window in the livingroom. then it switched to my window where he would also sleep on my pillow and use my head as his pillow >_< and last week sometime he started sitting by the livingroom window again but..on the other side.
before it was on the right side and now it was the left...does that make any sense? eh idk, anyway, he would also sit/sleep on the table here so i had to move the keyboard, cus he would lie down on it and the screen would go all weird -_- but yesterday he jumped up on the ...thing in the hall and slept there.
since that didnt make sense, heres a pic,
you can sorta see him...
then he was there again today, but in the box where i have my stuff,
the chair is there so he can jump down on it.
i'm so afraid he's gonna turn in his sleep and fall down :/
My brother and sister came over yesterday to celebrate my brothers b-day, i was gonna give him a hat i made but i couldnt finish it so it was just...ugly. so i didnt give it to him..maybe i can give it as a xmas present?..idk.. ( hat )
( About CSI again )
I got a new clothes catalog and i saw that this leopard print jacket that used to cost $60 now only cost $21 O_O so i ordered it right away XD ( its sorta furry )
And i almost forgot, i got contacted by an italian relative on facebook O_O holy crapiola, never thought that would happen. he's the son of my moms cousin..or something, but he didnt seem that interested tho :/ it was like, he said something about the last name and i asked him if he was the son of my moms brother or cousin, he answered and that was it... i thought maybe he would ask something or say something about my mom..anything, but he didnt.
but thennnnn, my brother (whos also on fb) got contacted by my mothers brothers ex-wifes daughter...err...something like that. and she seemed really interested and she even knew who my brother was, or, she was like "you have to be Puccis son right?" (Pucci was my moms nickname when she was little ^_^) and when my brother told me that, i was sooo happy. and this girl isnt even blood-family.
but i think its all very exciting ^_^
i was looking for some old photos from when we were in Italy and i found some other pix.
( have you seen my childhood? )
And ooooh, my sis got a new kittie! well, it was her bf who wanted him. he's about 8 weeks, black, long fur and his name is Storm. i forgot to ask if i could post his pix (since my sis didnt want me to post pix of her other kitties for some reason) but he kinda looks like Felix when he was a baby...except he's got bigger ears ^_^
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| blah blah random -_- |
[11 Nov 2008|09:39pm] |
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I was supposed to update here on the 5th but...i was so tired from staying up all night following the election and then after that i...forgot XD
but anyway, ( Oooobamaaaaaa )
Dont read this if you watch Prison Break or CSI (Las Vegas) ..altho we're usually behind every other country but..eh. ( yo home to Bel Air! )
I noticed LJ has changed the profile page...me no like :( and apparently not alot of ppl do,
http://community.livejournal.com/lj_design/17491.html
http://community.livejournal.com/lj_design/17908.html
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) changeitback--"A community for those dissatisfied with the new LJ profiles.
Please join this community. Even if you like the way the profiles currently are, please join and support those who are upset. This is about more than how profiles look: it's about the lack of respect LJ has been showing its users by not respecting their opinions and listening to their complaints. We just want to be heard, acknowledged, and have our thoughts taken seriously."
unfortunately i dont think it'll matter how many comments they get or how many people join the comm, they dont listen, they dont care :/
( wut )
( moar joolry )
( claws )
I started this entry at 6:39 and it is now 9:39...i suck XD
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| itchy and scratchy |
[26 Oct 2008|10:23pm] |
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I think i have to take out my dreads :( i've had them almost 2 months now and they're getting really messy.
( eep )
and my roots,
-_- it looks ugly and the dreads are pulling on my hair so it hurts ;_;
but my one and only real dread seems to be doing well,
 
cant see it that well but its starting to get loopy ^_^
people name some of their dreads so i'm gonna name it Mr. Poopy, cus it looks like a turd and it rhymes with loopy XD
loops are ugly but they're a sign its locking up. woooooooooo!
but anyway, one part of me doesnt want to take them out cus i liiike them ;_; buuut the other part wants to get rid of 'em cus of how messy they are and my head has been itching every day pretty much all the time for almost 2 months... that aint fun.
feels like i've scratched off half of my scalp X_x
so in a few days i think i'll take them out.
i'm still unsure if i want real ones tho, it wouldnt be as itchy as it is now but they would be aloooot shorter. and now i've realized how much i missed having long hair. altho my hair has never been as long as the dreads (the longest 2 reach my bum) and my real hair isnt really short but... eh i dont know...
Felix has been acting a little strange for about 2 weeks now..i think his kidneys are getting worse :/ but i dont wanna get into it right now...makes me sad.
and i think i'm gonna stop writing about bad things...i mean, when i complain about stuff.. or maybe just keep those entries private for me. cus if anyone is reading my lj, it must be soooo depressing.
or maybe i'll keep it all under a cut idk....i kinda HAVE TO write about it cus if i keep it all inside i'm just gonna become an even more moody person p-_-
ANYHOOP, i've been eating too much of this lately,
 
its a donut..usually donuts have a hole in them but these are filled with vanilla cream or apple..stuff.
the green thingy is called a "dammsugare", vacuum cleaner XD or direct translation: dustsucker.
it has another name too but i cant remember it atm.
and i've also been feeling creative lately,
too bad nothing of it is finished XD
i stumbled across something called "steampunk" and i r hooked. on etsy there are tons of handmade stuff so i thought i'd try to make something too,
anyone got old watches they dont want anymore? ehehe...
OOH! when i was little i saw a tv show about a high school but i couldnt remember what it was called, just that there was a girl with big blonde hair. and every now and then i would think about it and get annoyed cus i couldnt remember the name.
so i was up early one morning ...or ok i hadnt gone to bed yet so i watched some tv and this show called "Degrassi: The Next Generation" came on... i've never watched it but i read somewhere about it being on air for a long time or something.
so i googled it aaaaand...
Spiiiike! XD she was in "Degrassi Junior High"(87-89) and "Degrassi High"(89-91)... aaand in the new show, but she doesnt have the cool hair anymore ;_;
anyway, this doesnt really have a point, i just feel relieved now that i know what the show was called ^_^
um...
over and out!
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| 24 = booooo |
[15 Oct 2008|06:36pm] |
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Maybeee two weeks ago or something, i tried this diet where you replace real food with shakes, smoothies, soups and bars.
(natur=nature) couldnt find the soup but i had the 2 shakes and some bars.
i was gonna replace lunch and dinner with the shakes. so:
breakfast: 2 crisp..breads with butter.
lunch: a shake.
snack: a bar.
dinner: a shake.
so i thought, this is gonna be great, i got it all figured out ^_____^
so i started the morning with breakfast and then at lunch i grab the strawberry shake (i like chocolate better so i thought i'd save it later for dinner XD) and.... it took me like 30 min to drink it and right after..or actually while i was drinking it, my stomach was ..feeling weird.
then i got soooo nauseous that i had to go sleep it off >_<
so, apparently my stomach doesnt like those shakes. my diet lasted for ..from 8am to 1pm.
great -_-
BUT, i didnt try the smoothies..so i have one now and we'll see if my stomach likes those better XD i have such a sensitive stomach, its ..so incredibly annoying.
if i cant lose weight, maybe i should gain weight instead XD i just want my body to look proportioned. gosh darn it.
We celebrated my b-day on sunday, ( barfday )
blah.
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| stuff you put on your body |
[09 Oct 2008|01:37am] |
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I put too many images in the last entry methinks, would probably take forever to load so i put the clothes and stuff in a new one instead ^_^
( skeet skeet )
btw, both siblings forgot it was my b-day -_-
my sister called around 1pm and i thought she was gonna congratulate me but she just wanted me to do something with her auction page.... later i told my dad he was the only one who remembered and he called her and told her... she thought i was 25 tho.
my brother, i talked to him on msn and ..last tuesday my parents had been married for 30 years, so we were gonna celebrate it on sunday but my brother thought it rained too much so he didnt come. i told him he could've taken the bus but >_> anyway, so i asked him what he would do if it rained this sunday (when we're celebrating me) and he was like "? sunday? whats happening on sunday?" and i replied with "..."
and after a few minutes he remembered and congratulated me... but if i hadnt said anything he wouldnt have remembered.
oh well, i guess its harder for some ppl to remember these things ._.
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